I feel so pathetic at times like this Eyes closed but mind wide open into the sharpened abyss I see you passionately making love to another man I see a silver engraved dagger shaking in my hands I creep quietly through the room Both of you know not of my existence As you layed there before me The knife glides right through him and into you You don't even gasp its like you knew the fortune before the torment its like i could understand what our clothes on the floor meant i couldn't bare to see the sight i saw As the words seep out through the wounds just underneath your jaw There couldn't be any witnesses around to see Me murderer the man i used to be