If you believe in God,
then I give you kudos.

If you believe that there's a God for you,
kudos to you.

But for me,
there is no God.

But for me,
there is only spirituality.

Because the God that I've heard about,
would not have put me through the hell that I have been through.

Because the God that I've heard about,
would not let me relive those nights every ******* day.

So please,
do not be offended when I say that I don't believe in Him.

So please,
respect me in my belief of only spirituality.

Because the spirits I am connected to,
have pushed me through these times.

Because the spirits I am connected to,
do what your God does for you

but doesn't do for me.