It's exhausting
Thinking of that one person day and night
it's more exhausting trying to figure out if they are also thinking of you.
It's wonderful the thought of them gives you a smile
but it's depressing when you can't own their smile.

When you deeply fall in love as time goes
You try to shut your eyes , but your heart stills remains open
Am drowned in the fantasy of love
but I can't have the reality of love .
let my heart fall asleep if I can't have this love.