I'm tired of feeling, bring back the numbness. I'm fine, I promise. Where do I put all these feelings when they overload my brain? I've become one of those roadside ditches meant to catch the overflow of rain, except I'm flooded over. I'm not okay. I know how to seize control again though, with a stroke here and a stroke there. I'm fine, I swear. Don't worry baby, I've got this nifty little way of coping, it makes it all better. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm not okay.