Why does this world seem so dark, with ****** and suicide at every channel, with a **** in some unknown country up on a panel. And yet we continue to live our lives, filled with thoughts of insults on people we barely know, stabbing one another with thoughts shaped like knives. And then when we are hit with a catastrophic moment, where someone is dead who was close to our hearts, and only then is when our empathy starts. I had a friend die today who I hadn't spoken of in years, yet I do not find myself in tears, he was a man who had lived his life, but took it away when filled with strife. Yet I cannot bring myself to believe, that people will put up faces to deceive. Our selfish desires make us look past them, forgetting that we could be where the problems stem. And how can there be such selfish desires, to ******, steal and start fires. We desire money and pride, while looking past societies suicide. So maybe if we look into ourselves, and realize we are just one of many on the shelves, to care and protect should be our main goal, not to just live and collect our toll.