Please stop me if I speak to much but don't blush when I punch you when the brink of my preach gets rough cause what kind of lover am I and what kind of family man who leaves when he wants letting go of softer hands and with no thought out reason cause it was christmas and I loved you and soon it will be christmas again without either fingers or arms or wrists or anyone tearing toys on the floor I want more of this you see but I fight a demon inside of me & he doesn't like to see me happy does he