Cancer is a quiet pain. A fog that clings to innocent beings. Consuming with unapologetic haste. There's a sadness in your eyes. It gives my world such weight. How do I hush this helplessness? It gives the air such infinite stillness. I am choking on this illness. I am losing sleep. I am eating to feel less hollow. I am thinking to feel less brim. I want to fight your battles. I want to hold your hand. I will not lose you to this. You're my sunlight. My deepest heart and the greatest man.