I hate eating I honestly do. It makes me fat, it's all the food. It's my only friend, or enemy? I eat it because it listens to me. Is it that, or the fact that I eat my feelings out? And now, I'm gaining weight. Pound by pound. I disgust myself, and even my dad. I'm such a failure, look I'm so fat. My family repeating those words "Are you eating again?" Then I look at the food, and realize . This is just the beginning.