Confused, amused by this life I stand on the bridge and watch the turbid water below, churning, flowing,moving, the haziness of the liquid calls, jump, free fall, quit. Let go of the railing, stretch out and join the flowing liquid. Light dapples the water the light is blue the water grey Blue light is coming from the police car, it's lights make the water more, not less appealing, I lean forward, hear the shouts I know there'll be silence below. I release my grip. Into the deep murky water I go