She told her child she hated him and she wished he was never born. She didn't even seem to care that child's heart was torn. She blamed her child for all of her heart ache and pain.
Did she realize emotional abuse, can drive a child insane. She said her child was the reason she never achieved her dreams.
Those words hurt her child more, than to her they may have seemed All her child wanted was her love and her affection. But all he ever got was his mothers constant rejection. Feeling like a lost child with no one to love.
He prayed to be taken away to the heavens above. Not knowing why he just wasn't good enough. Why when he needed gentleness he was treated so rough.
Wondering why his existence caused his mother so much pain. Longing for his mother's love, he probably would never gain. Wanting his mother to tell him, he was a blessing. That he was not the reason for his mother's stressing.