Don’t give me what I want. Give me what I need. Never surprise me. Don’t give me more than what I’m expecting. Just the minimum required not to make me walk away. Don’t worry: I’m expecting very little. Keep me waiting. Don’t forget to switch the light off when you’re gone. Make sure I’m left in the darkness and in a cold corner. Tell me everything about the way you feel. In details. Make sure I know all about the pain you feel for someone else. No matter how deep it cuts me, I’m tough. Please give me a chance to comfort you and make it better. Let me heal your wounds. I know you’re alone and you can only rely on me. For God’s sake, never make me your priority. Never put me in the center of your world. We both know who’s the center of your world. Never change this. Don’t give me what I want. Give me what I need to stay in this. Never surprise me. Make me feel that I’m invisible to you, But please Make sure I survive through this, Keep me alive Because you need me. You especially need me when you’re alone. Make sure I realize That I only exist Because you are heartbroken. That you called me in your world just to comfort you. Keep repeating how amazing I am. I’m your best friend and your nurse. I’m your guardian angel. I wouldn’t even be here if you weren’t damaged. But keep saying that I’m your love, Keep saying that I’m your girlfriend. Feel free to use me, I’m at your disposal Because I love you. Give me little in return, Just the minimum required not to make me walk away. Keep me hidden in your shadows. Never show me to the world. Stay blind to my feelings for you, Keep thinking that I’m dying ’cause of something else. Take good care of me when I’m drowning in despair. Make sure nothing affects my ability to heal you. Go along with my little wishes. Never propose something we could do together. But keep saying yes to whatever I’d like to do with you. Make sure I feel that you’re only aiming to please me. Keep me chained to your own chains. Never let me go. Lie to me. Say that your heart is split in two. Better not to talk about proportions. Poison me. Love me when you fear that I’m walking away. You’re so much sweeter when you’re feeling guilty. Cut me to the bone. But never run out of bandages. Smile softly as you’re repairing the damage you created. Kiss my fresh wounds. Keep repeating that you love me. But never show me love. Complicate me. Love me when nobody is around. But don’t be around when I’m only there for you. Keep reminding me that you don’t want me, Never say this openly. Make sure I understand that you only need me. Keep repeating that you adore me. Don’t give yourself to me, But make sure I think you do. Keep saving yourself for the one you truly love. Never treat me bad. Never abuse me. Just give the minimum required Not to make me walk away. Give me the key to open this cage But make sure I don’t even wish to leave. Make sure that I think I’m yours. Make sure that I’m terrified of losing you. Marry me if it’s necessary. Do to me what’s been done to you.
«If you’re going through hell, keep going.» — Andrew Davidson
«The best way out is always through.» — Robert Frost