My mask is pure And white as snow But my heart is Black and cold. Beautiful rythms Flow from my lips While my mind plays a Sour note. Where did the happiness go, The easy, simple Melodies of childhood, The light and happy beats? My style changed As I grew up, Higher and louder and faster. An air of panic Entered the flying stanzas As my life started to Fall apart. Now the only music of My soul Is the melancholy dirge Of lost hope And broken dreams.