God seems like a funny guy. He paid for the whole omnipresent seat, so he'd better get comfortable. I can hear him laughing at every step. But I can tell he's embarrassed
These days I catch myself looking at the writings and recalling why I wrote. Knowing who they were for. They'll never see the words I just randomly thought of that I wish I wrote.
Here I am looking at the clock. Counting the days to the day which I don't know. The man in the attic does. His little snicker taunts at the back of my skull. I'll keep believing no matter what.
Just look out of the brick window and daydream in blue. I tend to have daydreams I thought only possible with cigarettes. The thoughts drift through my open mind and only leave chills
The ear-piercing alarm that my head makes blares through my cold figure and jolts me awake struggling for warmth in my bed once more, trying to guess how many minuets have passed since I turned off the light and drifted away.
I'll wait forever knowing something good is coming. There's a blueprint of sorts coming and I cant help but thinking the harsh graffiti on the walls are signs. I Haven't been sleeping well.
Sure, give me another dream just to wake up from. When that day comes, maybe something will go right or am I just waiting for the day to come where God says "Yeah alright, Mate." Can I have a hint?
When I wrote this, I had no idea what to do with myself. Like I literally had nothing to do so I suppose I was just waiting for a sign or something