Its like nothing words can describe. One minute you're there, but it happens all to fast to know why. But why does it all matter? Nothing does. At every step of the way, its like nothing before. It doesn't make sense, but than again, it doesn't need to. When things happen you can't stop them. They have to happen. Not only for you, but for the development of your life and who you are going to be as a person. It's not fate. It's what needs to happen.