Eventually you will have to come to terms with the fact that maybe you just won't get better. You will have to deal with people asking you "what's wrong?" and "are you okay?" "you sure?" on a daily basis. The most you can do is keep your head held high, keep a smile pasted on that pretty face of yours and keep moving. The worst thing you could possibly do is sit there and feel sorry for yourself. At that rate you're right, you won't get better. Somedays are worse than others. Someday you won't be able to keep the tears from pouring from your pretty eyes. Other days you will see the light in the things you do. You'll walk a little lighter, and your smile will shine a little brighter. Wait for these days. Keep faith that these better days will come. Depression isn't about wallowing in your self pity. It's a condition when a strong person just can't think strong thoughts. Depression is when no matter how hard you try, you just can't smile. It isn't something to be ashamed of. It isn't something you should hide from the world. Other people can help you.. You can't always make yourself better. Accept advice, even if you don't want to listen, even if you aren't going to follow it.