As I look into your eyes I find the pain they caused me.
The love you inflicted on me.
Leaving me breathlessly infatuated.
The words "find someone better for me" fresh on my mind like razor that's just left my skin.
Not deep but like the ****** of that pin and those  hallow promises.  
That line and dot the only thing left of you. Forever on my skin but for that remembered caress of your lips.

I know in my heart to shut off the possibilities, to not open the flood gates of my eternity.
But relentlessly you picked and prodded.
Until you had worn me through.
To open myself to more then just ***.
More then just one night with out sleep.
Without the moans and groans produced by uncaring falsehood.
By faked caresses with old number seven on my breath.
Once again the last cigarette.
I promise this time it will be my last.
I swear that's not a pack behind my back.
But now its all gone, the truth the passion.
The late nights talking wishing we we were older.

Arms around my waist pressing my thighs to yours ignoring the scares.
My back folded backward to look into your eyes.
The same blue as the sky's the same blue that caught me by surprise.
You launched me off this planet but now that your gone gravity reclaimed me.
My body falling aimlessly to the pavement where my knees first hit.
You tore me wrecked me told me you'd be there for me.
But baby I'm the heart breaker. I'm the one who does the leaving I'm the one who never lets the pain in.  
I was the fire who consumed all in her path til that blue water hit, causing me to think that this breath will be the last.