lost inside my own solitude
I have no walls to remind
That I'm still trapped
In chaos of my own mind

I can't leave
There's nothing but me
To fill this canvas
That lies before me

I have no colours
Only blood to paint my sorrow
Bleeding ever more
Soon I'll be nothing but hollow

I wrapped myself in wires
Now I have no escape
I never did put out the fire
And now it's too late

In my own illusions
I make my own road
Where I'll walk forever
Till my legs are cold

My eyes see ghosts
Staring at me from inside me
There's no where to run
I know I'll never be free

Their voices filling my head
Telling me what I'm not
Forcing me to destroy
Myself , with all I've got

And I raise my hand
To cut myself again
I'm so numb now
I can't even feel the pain

Crashing to the ground
Falling all around
Breaking myself again
From the ceiling hanging down

But I never die
Coldness never leaves my being
Nightmares choke me
Force me to dream

And I take a hit again
Now I'm same again
There's no pain
I've forgotten my name

I feel different
I can even see myself
I feel so strange
For a moment I forget

Ghosts dance to me
And I dance with them
I carry blade no more
Now I hold a pen

My destruction
You can hear my rage
Wounds and scars
On every burnt page

Staring back at me
With Tears in their eyes
Fading away
as they come in my sight

All i can see is haze
Every word is a maze
I run in every direction
But there is no escape

I have no wings
And I can't fly
This is my grave
Here I'll die

In my own confusion
I'll slowly wither away
Drowned in illusions
Trapped in this fray

I'll be gone
There'll be nothing left
Every mirror
Will be full of regret

Only the burnt pages
Will have my tale
To echo through the ages
That no one will ever hear

I'll be forgotten
And I'll be no more
I'll be gone
With part of my cold

Part of my cold , that my  every breath beholds