I have no choice but to take accountability
For my actions
For my verbiage
For the way I dealt with the woman of my dreams
The woman that engulfed everything I prayed for
For my part in it, I ****** up
Now I’m paying for it
Had nothing to do with greener grass
It was hurt, betrayal, lies and movement
For now, I’m watching you from the crowd
Eventually, me knowing me and you
I’ll no longer come to see you play
And that’s what hurts the most now
The thought of everything fading
No longer being approached
Everything just a memory
If only we could go back in time and really fight for it