You kiss me
and I am sobbing
I adore you so
You tell me you love me,
you'd never let me go
and it rips out my lungs
An attack of the cardiac
You say I am beautiful
and it tears me apart
Because after you are sweet
you always depart
I know it already, but it will always repeat
You kiss me, your lips are bitter and ****
Your spit tastes like my skin and my blood, oh my heart--
I am sobbing
and you will leave me as such
A crying mess on the floor of my bedroom in the morning
and I will still run back