Two years ago
I wrote I didn’t get

gender.


Two years ago
I said
not everyone
is interested in

boys.


Two years ago
I wished people tried to

understand.


Two years ago
I didn’t understand
why people

cut.


Two years ago
I thought others
deserved better

than I do.


Two years ago
I thought

death
was better sometimes.


Two years ago
I said
it would be

okay.


Two years ago
I claimed
I was doing

better.