You are on a very long list of those who can’t though they persist.
Learn the lesson of Achilles heel: there's something that doesn't want you here.
You hold tightly the images of misguided faith, role models and illusory joy. But graven images topple as slow as dry rot and Pandora quietly fills your box of toys.
Your house is projected and frozen in time. Twenty layers of wallpaper are peeling your mind.
Rooms untouched like 100-year-old Mason jar preserves. You can't eat fruit kept for so many years.
Your choice of worlds kept the patterns; no new beginnings mean the same old ends. You may not break all the rules, but you sure make them bend.
Grace seemed to touch you as you walked a mile or two seemingly content. But no matter how amazing the grace was, you can't be where you never went.
As long as scapegoats hang on crosses all along this highway like rows of pigs hanging bloodless at the slaughterhouse, and as long as Western religious pop culture icons and other social images replace what is real, the roadblocks and washouts will continue to keep you there. Achilles protected everything but his heel.
This speaks of the many forms of addictions humans are susceptible to. I was inspired to write this about someone I cared for very much. They suffered from alcohol and drug addiction. I was an Addiction's Counselor back then. I am so grateful that I kinda helped shock him and others into straightening up their lives. Therepy can be intense. Often it has to be. This write is an example of it.