dual enrollment for art seemed good at the start then drained me ****** the passion for art out of my soul my hands no longer covered in paint I no longer make jewelry drawing is a hassle poetry is my escape I'm going to college for creative writing what if it ***** the passion the soul out of my writing making it a chore instead of a release anxiety naws at my brain the what ifs knocking inside my skull what if it is draining but what if it gives me more passion more motivation it is a risk I'm willing to take