My eyes were sparkling back then - filled with joy I used to believe that love was so beautiful - turns out it was coy The first one was naive, reckless, and bold I should've listened to my mama - to be strong, be cold.
Love changed me, broke me, tore me up But I was clinging to the idea that I shouldn't give up My man is somewhere in the middle of this crowd I can't wait to meet him, my heart just did the loudest pound
Admittedly, I fell in love a couple times With people who filled me with temporary smiles Don't blame me - I was a fool I'd do anything - all I needed was a call
After some time, I got tired The spark that I used to have - it is no longer required If you want to take my hand Climb up my tower - thorned, high, and manned
My spark is still there, but I got wiser I learned to protect myself for I am my own treasure To get my touch you have to fall deeply Stuck in a pit where it's just you and me
Some have tried, some have faded But they weren't what I wanted, never what I needed Love for me is simple - I will be honest, okay? Just don't do any shortcuts - be steady and walk one way
This could go all day and I wouldn't be even done Talking about love and what it does to one But looking back into the past and thinking about the future I realized that cupid failed to become the best shooter
me writing this on a random Wednesday just blurting my thoughts and meditating about current events