WHY JUST WHY??? Is what I ask, Things are hectic, I can't even leave it in the past, I want to let it go, but LIFE BRINGS TO US STRUGGLES, It HARD to ENDURE IT, It BRINGS so MUCH TROUBLE, I just don't UNDERSTAND IT, WHY, I ASK WHY???? As I FIGHT BACK TEARS, LOOKING UP INTO THE BLUE HEAVENLY SKIES, This is EMOTIONALLY DRAINING, I'm trying to get an UNDERSTANDING, This is just so DEMANDING, I am not even COMPREHENDING, and I am even not here PRETENDING, as these TREACHEROUS, HARD days goes by, whipsersng in my head softly, ◇ ◇ ◇ ◇ why just why????