I didn't really know what was wrong with me....
I knew you and I were not meant to be
and when we talked every word that slipped through my lips didn't feel right.
so you slowly stopped talking to me....
and suddenly I hated it
I hated that you didn't call me and tell me about your day
or the fact that you never called me beautiful.
but I knew you weren't the one....
I hate myself for being this selfish
but I never loved you anyway....