lonely I have been for so long, so long
with a life full of wrongs,  I'm now alone
see, once I was loved by the man above
now, my one visit is a mourning dove

but I am the reason for this dark season
living always in contempt and treason
plotting against all the love within me
so to **** my perpetual feening

longing a touch I'll never feel again
for everyone stains me with disdain
and at these times of aches and oppression
I try and write my way from depression

to win, I must ****** all love within
cut my way into the world I fit in