They never said Growing old would mean The loss of everything That made you, you When the past haunts And the mirror steals youth It’s all encompassing.
And I remember when But I’m so far from then And the laughs and cries Echo to a silent goodbye When all has given way
Well I guess there’s still today…
And I remember when, The rain didn’t pierce the skin And nothing could harm, No, nothing could enter in These parapets built so high That none could vault to breach But now the walls tumble over And I’m disposed to the siege
And I remember when, But I’m so far from then Oh bring me back to yesterday So I can face today.
Take me home one more time, To the days locked away in a haze Listening to my favorite bands Louder than concert speakers Pounding my chest with bass drum tweakers I’m hopelessly lost in this modern world Where autonomy is monotonous And I can’t see the vision I once had When did I go blind?
One more ride into the past, I’ll promise to make it last If only you’d take me back, And let me lie here awhile
Oh well, I guess there’s still today…
But I remember when.
Turning 40 this year, been in and out of deep introspection and reflection. I’m both scared and excited to enter the next half of my life…