Was it a mistake? Was awakening a poet So lost in the depression More important than being sane? Was the questions better left be unasked? They say everthing happens for a reason So tell me what reason does this have? Is it to show me that I shouldn't love? Is it to show me that this poet is better off dead? I'm tired of trying to reach his throat through my wrist I want him gone I think I should have never fell for her Because it seems that I'm the one hurting myself Far more than anyone has ever My stupid ******* mother didn't even hurt me this bad I'm the reason for these scars Not the death I've witnessed Not the *******'s and go **** yourself Not the you're just like your mother Not the you're just another charity case Going nowhere but deeper in the alleys As you want to scream when the world rapes you I think I should have never fell for her Was it a mistake? Somebody answer me! I don't want to find out Big tough guy Robert is scared And I don't have enough batteries for this flashlight