Oh dear muse my zeal for you is so profuse Oh muse I feel so unused Debarred of that lingering gaze Debarred of my flesh awake or an avid grin Perpetually behoved to stay ashen No yearner in sight All have left to write or your praise Their heart besotted their mind in haze For your beauty plummets their craze What of my sullen face? How ever shall this daunting envy replace? To be whispered and not sighed To lay in arms while I cried For my imperfection to be a myth To have not fears within sit To not ***** while they search for their rose I have envy and I am afraid it shows