the skewed clock on the plastered wall; the faces flashing past the curtain call; the faithless creed of heathens, and sleazeballs; the smiles that hide the symptoms of withdrawal;
i feel a claw at my throat:
a sliver of smoke swivels up my chest - shapes a shackle around my neck; i lay here, trapped - neither coping, nor hoping; i wonder - is that why they call it chain smoking?
i see laws bent out of shape:
the policemen advantaging off exposed women; the two-faced lawyers in courts, who summon - the men questioned of their dignity, and religion; the reporters come drooling, for a big fat commission.
i seek help:
the therapists diagnose me for a cerebral disorder; they fail to put their words in the right order - to put me at ease in the right frame of mind, so - i accept my flaws under a contract, signed.