I would give the winter's breath,
the shiver of frost on every pane,
to hold the weight of your laughter again,
to braid your name into the soft dusk.
I would give the moon,
its chalky whispers in the dark,
to hear your voice once moreβ
a ribbon of light cutting through my grief.
Oh, I would give my hands,
these tired, trembling hands,
if they could reach through the thin veil of silence,
if they could cradle your cheek,
brush your hair like I used to,
sing you to sleep again.
I would give the stars,
their distant promises, their cold fire,
just to say what I should have said every day:
I love you.
I miss you.
You were my sun, my endless summer.
But the world takes what it will,
and leaves only echoes.
So I sit here in the ruins of myself,
writing your name on the wind,
letting my love rise like smoke,
like a prayer you might still hear.
What I would give,
my darling,
is everythingβ
for just one more moment,
one more chance
to tell you
you were always enough.
Unfortunately we are not on talking terms anymore, she turned out to be a narcissist like her father.