Staring down at the rope, Rethinking every life choice. Wishing to be dead, Messages are already sent. There is no going back. I get the rope tie it around my neck, I can't hang it anywhere. I tighten the rope, Vision went blurry. I can't hear anything, Ringing in my ears is too loud. Its been 10 minutes, I didn't go unconscious. I just gave up. Woke up with my face blue.