You all tell me I'm born smart. How you can't take it to heart When I tell You to chill-- how I've done too well To say That 4 hours a day Is enough. How studying Hasn't been Rough or tough For me. How I should just let You all get More stressed without Trying to tell you about Just how hard I know You've worked And how much I've seen you grow. How a good friend Can't attempt to end Your panicking. How I'm not lacking In the areas you Do. How I won't understand Your parents' demands.
I get it. I really do. Why else would I be trying To help you?
Maybe if you took A step back from your books Then you'd see How it didn't all Fall In place for me. How I've put in The effort needed for a win. How although I haven't spent My nights studying, how time went By in class; Glass- Glazed eyes from only staring At the teachers as they walk past. Not caring About how much I carried The team, just so Everyone could go Ahead for an A. And how they Never seemed to know How long I spent in the glow Of my computer screen.
I know you all don't mean It. But I've worked hard too. I do Understand you. You know, In this scenario, I don't think that I'm the friend That doesn't comprehend The stress that's sent you round the bend.
the guilt of not writing + feeling discredited at school