Do you feel my PAIN?? And YEAH I got a LOT OF IT!! HAPPINESS is what I LACK, I'm hurting EMOTIONALLY, I MUST ADMIT. YOU SAY YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL!!! And I call out, B**T!!! Like a CAR FLYING 105MPH, My FEELINGS just got HIT!! I DON'T MEAN TO SOUND SO HARSH JUST EXPRESSING HOW I FEEL!!! PAIN HAS WEASLED ITS UGLY LITTLE HEAD, WRITING IS MY ONLY WAY TO DEAL!! LIKE A LOCOMITIVE MAKING AN IMPACT TO MY SOUL!! GIVES A MIGHTY ******, A POWERFUL BLOW!!! I'm not just SAD, I'M NOT JUST HAPPY, A MIND FULL OF EMOTIONS GOT ME FEELING SO ******, THIS UP AND DOWN EMOTIONS GOT ME FEELING REALLY SNAPPY, DEALING WITH THIS PAIN MAKES ME FEEL SO UNHAPPY!! I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL HAPPY, SAD ANGRY, OR MAD I MUST make a CONFESSION!! I'm DEALING with DEPRESSION, because of LIFE'S ACTIONS, This is a FULL COURSE LESSON I'm LEARNING from this TEMPORAL PAIN!! A LONG and DRAWN out SESSION!!