drove down to the cemetery hitting potholes head on down gravel roads praying a hole six feet deep filled by a cushiony bed would welcome me with open arms and a sermon to bless my slumber
drove up to the grange tires skidding and kicking dust up in the dirt parking lot wishing upon an American flag stars torn up by the wind that those gusts would lift me up and give me a ride to heaven
driving up and down this hill over and over when i should've driven to the airport and left the world for good