naked words, naked words strip them down, we dress them up in route to work and give them outfits that are ideas then we let them model so others have heard–
every idle syllable that we have learned squirms inside our minds like they’re buried worms we pull one out to preen and style well before sending off for them to do a work
and in return we want a reaction, something to give the worms a satisfaction the joy of feeling like they’re found attractive after all, that’s all we’re really asking–
right? to be beloved by the people on your side? often times in you they don’t confide– often times it’s you too hurt to cry and seldom is there not a coat, hiding the thoughts of your mind
do in “putting your best foot forward” you lie? crafting an image that’ll appeal to someone you like? why, is it so easy to put away personality for performance– to fall into the shadow of the unattainable to be seduced by the worms of others
that we find ourselves inadequate in the perception of the image of another
maybe it’s the opposite we’re trying to achieve to draw lower than our actual esteem so instead we form an image that is broken and bleeding hoping it’ll draw attention and the pity that we need – bad publicity is still publicity pity is still attention
Truth is a scythe that is bent on taking every ****, every lie that sounds persuasive hurt by the Truth means that Truth showed it’s hand swung at the **** you held onto in the sand