That place in the country is where you think you should be, rehab' in a rural setting yes let your insides scream out as you let your soul back in.
There's another way lock yourself away and don't see the light of day until you're okay, there are still the screams still the soul but it's you and only you digging yourself out of that hole and it comes highly recommended by those half demented.
However it's done the fun only comes when it's done.