from the fifth floor you can see better how people grow older, you can see or choose not to see the world like an eruption in the night I sing and bleed a little I explore the memory of light on the skin there is pain and an envelope of laughter there is the concrete shape of things and the shape of babel the other-me rehearsing faces, bodies. alphabets, the taste of love who decided we are human some believe love is like a full stomach i would love to remember when i was a single cell a coded fullness hallucinating me, hallucinating you she has a beautiful smile when it's winter and you love her. the story encircles you we can choose to see the world with sincerity my ashtray is full of dreams and I won't stop dreaming you'll use the same soap as her and you'll even write a memo to yourself: love can be so hot in the middle of the day I'll write in my diary: let's see what I can forgive myself for somewhere inside there is a feeling waiting for another feeling there are words waiting for more words, for only the words can point to something much more free