It was a look in her eyes I'd never seen in his- Taken a bit off guard but looking, as it is- Respectfully, she's got respect but don't know how to read a room Respectfully, after a year she stopped making me feel desired Broken finger, love still as tombs--
I miss that look in her eyes. She became for me what he was. Took me a bit off guard but also built up over a year or two- Respectfully, I wouldn't ****-talk her but also sometimes she was mean Don't know, did she intend it? Or are we all needlessly cruel things?
By the end I felt disgusting. The beginning was sublime. I read these poems and realize, we did it right, and she was mine... But I see now loving isn't always enough. You have to work at it. She tired of working. I had to leave.
Lycoris radiata, or red spider lily: Loss, separation