Hubby, I exposed my soul to your narcissistic hunger once, and you are here upon my simplicity, manipulating my few reasons to stay alive and making them speak out against me. I know I should have died before, maybe in an earthquake or in the Pacific Ocean that I prayed to see one day, but I didn’t, as I was used to your words that killed me every morning and night. Just remember, I wasn't that bad; I only opened myself to you without being careful of your attack on my innocence. I want to go home; I'm lost, admits your demonic knouts.