stillness of fear creeping upon the backside of my neck. wingless. sometimes there are echoes echoing from my cynical brain slamming the alarms, singing the warning calls. a twinge; so sudden and immersive. this primal fear; a part of me that aches in the depths of a realm unheard of. silence is feeding off my weakness yet i am too proud to put an end to it.
i just feel anxious about everything and it makes me feel stupid. i donβt like myself.