you were not my first kiss, but you were my firsts; head kisses warm hugs out all-nighters candid pictures i-got-locked-out-let-me-spend-the-night-at-your-places comfort breakdowns flowers to give irrational thoughts uncontrollable crying sunset-watching beach trip stargazing but there was only one star trip share a drink with two straws hands in your jackets midnight strolls person to wake up to food frenzy dates out of town trip concert dates love-mades longing heart aches heartbreaks love, that i couldn't imagine a future with love, that would **** me to not have a future with