Is autumn already here or am I reminiscing a memory from the good old days? I feel like I'm drifting towards an ocean of golden needles but this state of euphoria is confusing me. Sometimes confusion is the answer to what just went by and what is to come, Sometimes a chilly autumn breeze through the sleeves can take you home. I won't know until I've left the shade and basked in the last sunshine of the year, But for now, all I know is that I want to indulge in the autumn nonchalance with you.
I've had a love-hate relationship with this bed of crackling leaves that surrounds me, It makes me resign to my state of slumber but I want to be wide awake. You know I'd rather appreciate your beauty, so hold my hand and take me away, To the top of a cloud we thought looked like us among all the other pretenders. You might think I want to run away, forget my trail and start over, But for now, all I know is that I want to indulge in the autumn nonchalance with you.
I can hear the bitter symphony of the holiday season calling out to me, Making me feel as if the near future is a sugar coated rainbow, dancing to its own tune. My present is serene and your presence can feel like autumn at any time of the year, So can you hold me tight and don't let me gaze too far into the future? Maybe I'm too optimistic about the things I'm fond of this time around, But for now, all I know is that I want to indulge in the autumn nonchalance with you.