once i was alive my heart had a beat i felt my emotions, i felt cold and heat
i heard the music in the ocean wave the angels singing in the grass enclave the mountains strumming with careless abandon the honey-bees humming with the blooms in tandem
but now my heart is still like a stone, eyes vacant like effigy, flesh turned to bone, my ears are deaf, they hear no music, save constant reminder from clock with death's tick.
BLT's Merriam-Webster Word of The Day Challenge #abandon