Melting snow and chill winds. Wisconsin spring days, where the only heat is the sun's rays through a clear sky. ***** snow piles on the sides of the street in the city. Puddles on cracked concrete. The scent of unveiling foliage on the breeze. Quiet moments alone, the calm before the storm. Dead to the world but never feeling so alive as thoughts creep in. Wishing things could've been different Wishing no one had to be wounded so. Take me back to slow life. Take me back to no cares. I wasn't planning to survive.