I name all of my lovers after months now and all roads lead to August and the Roman cities we’ve burned — how she walked on crumbling streets as I held the matches — this poem is a page for burning at its tip: a lone match, scalding — a firelit kiss but the flames have always been a hypnotic sight like a woman perched in your sunlit bed — her hair, red as flames licking my neck, red as love that bleeds on itself; it leaves a stain on pretty things.
Now her skin has silk sheets burning away like banners in a Roman cathedral, her half-breath kisses, dying — now embers, tainting my dress black where her lips had staked a claim. Now her touch is wildfire crawling on my skin and I am a wounded doe — waiting. waiting. waiting.
The only world I know burns to the ground before my very eyes and we are no phoenixes, darling; all we do is burn.
Written September 6, 2021 First published in Love, Girls' 1st zine issue, SAGISAG Link: https://tinyurl.com/ReadSagisag