the thickets close around my heart barbed wire clinging to the dying grass spreading far and wide, only corpse eating vultures flying overhead thrilled for their next meal scars cover the outline of this vessel shouldn’t winter be over by now? the buds are itching to spring to sprout, to bring growth shouldn’t winter be over by now? roots attacking tiny bushes strangling their last supply of life shouldn’t winter be over by now? the dark harrowing clouds looming over, spritzing snow over already soaked soil shouldn’t winter be over by now? the stench is putrid, infusing my throat with poisonous gases supplying cough medicine to suffice the disastrous chemicals surprise, it never works nothing works my limbs don’t move correctly my heart is shattered my hands can’t feel the parts left of my head are concussed my brain is failing nothing works the frost nips at my bruised fingers the cold whips against my neck shouldn’t winter be over by now? the roof caves in under the weight of the snowfall crashing to the floor of the freezing factory echoes, the bones of the structure lay piled up my heart still stuck inside a stone cell still locked in with barbed wire and spikes in a world of devastation starved, trapped, alone.