It's funny being berated for being too busy, It's funny being told I do too much for others, Or that I cannot save everyone, That not everyone wants my help, That some do not deserve it And that I should rest Before I burn out,
What those self righteous, Albeit well meaning in their way, Characters do not know, Cannot know having never done Such as I do every day, Is it never burns you out To help a fellow soul,
They do not know the reward That the occasional acknowledgement, Or simple "thanks" bestows, Or how it charges batteries Back to fully fit, However low They may have been,
But in one respect, Although they do not know it, My judges and detractors are Painfully correct, For though I burn my candles Both ends and middle And show no ill effect,
I have just realised as I sit here Sad and lonely, Heavy in heart and my usual Confident footsteps slowed, I could really use a chat myself with someone, A sounding board to hear Perhaps a hug receive,