earthquakes, heart breaks, slow like a turtle trying to birth my new era but i am not fertile all in divine timing i guess what is holding me back, my stress, my ex, is my best not good enough what is holding back my blessings, my lessons, is it that my heart is scuffed what do i even want, been way too long since i asked myself to be honest, everything has been a performance who would i be if i was fearless what would i be like if i was endearing wonder what the core essence of me is, my scent riding the breezes people are recognizing me, my anxiety recognizes me a recipe for brain-fog, get up for a morning jog to sweat out all of my venom, to restart my system cultivate and reinstate my Wisdom