i want to run
so far away that i don’t have to worry at all anymore
i hate myself
i say everything wrong
i wanna disappear
i wanna cry
sob, weep
everything
help me get this ocean out of my lungs
severely drowning
i don’t belong
i don’t fit in
i won’t fit in
i am incapable of being anything
please let me die
or run away
so far that my feet can’t even catch up to where my brain is going
**** me